This guy at work (who I kinda didnt want to talk to so I pretended to be busy) was like "whatcha up to this weekend?"
and I was like "nothing just going to be poor." (which is kinda true ... but not as bad as i made it seemed).
And he walks off.
A few minutes later he comes back and throws $40 on my desk. and he has less money than me it seems (or he's just as bad at handling it or something).
i tried to give it back to him bc i dont think i will need it.
and i kinda teared up because it was so nice of him.
im just like emotional or something because im trying to be a better person and i know i will lose all of my friends (or they'll make fun of me or ridicule me for attending church - im already hearing how "stupid" i am for going from one of them). and it hurts my feelings. i dont do that to them with their decisions. why to me? and then sbz is going to be moving to tx. im going to be friendless and alone and its going to suck.
see? im getting teary eyed again.
im a fragile soul.
2 comments:
i dont understand why people do that. i always find it interesting when people somehow think its helpful to mock or discount others decisions. i mean honestly, lets be builders of men here. i guess maybe thats alien to me because i cant even begin to imagine doing that to someone else let alone to a friend.
ps here are 20 e-dollars
Girl, you do your thang. There are plenty of good future friends out there who aren't going to put you down for doing what you think is right.
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