oh man. if i could, i would move through life at a snail's pace. CHANGE IS SO SCARY.
i am a lot nervous because i replied to an email about teaching yoga at kaiser. this is what i wanted to do, right? i wanted to teach. yeah. thats what i want to do ...
some part of me doesnt want the person to respond so i can be like "well, pshhhht. whatever, i tried."
and i wouldnt be surprised if she didnt respond. in the email, i was basically like ... hey, i am not a ryt. i have never taught. im basically a big loser trying to weasel my way into getting experience and using the people you care about as my crash test dummies.
i even left out the part about me not being insured.
crap crap crap.
even worse, what if she calls me in for an audition?
crap.
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you write sooo soo many blogs! i dont think anyone can keep up! but to the topic at hand, i think you are overthinking things... you will do great! namaste. :)
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